03.28.07 - 11:16 am
aaah. hello gatormouth. how i've missed you so.
i must write in here because my blog and livejournals [three of them!] are not too private, and under watchful eyes. maybe not too watchful. anyway, i don't think anybody knows about this journal so off i go!
dear sylvia. why is your taste in things expensive. love sylvia.
i sware, i want to buy everything at anthropologie, but everything i like is like, $90 or above. god life.
i hope dylan can find peace and figure out what to do. kawaisou ne. he has always been kawaisou, ever since i can remember.
i think i am growing up little by little. people keep approaching me about having to maintain a good, happy attitude. even anna, whom i like, am totally in love with [she's so cool!] is reminding me that happiness makes people want to be around you. it is a much-desired thing.
it's a little hard to be happy though, in this situation, although i think i am doing pretty well. it's the nighttimes that get me. and the curiosity. note to self: don't be too curious.
today i hang out with peter. i hope it is not awkward nor somber. man i'm really tired. i had like four or five hours of sleep. yawn yawn. it's difficult to sleep. but adult swim makes it all much easier. and stewart and colbert. anyway i think we are going to lunch but i don't know what after that. all i do anymore is go to work, school, articles and shop. i don't even drug it up anymore! it forces me to think of things to do. i think that's a good thing. but it's difficult.
oh my god, shoes. let's get some shoes. so i bought these fucking shoes from b. exchange, OH MY CRAP. they're so awesome. everyday i take them out and swoon. i am up in arms. really. wooooo
and i've been talking to dale a lot, since i'm on aim all the time weeping my weeping willows. he's being a nice dude. i'm glad i dated him. even though it was difficult at the time. he is still an upstanding young man with a good look and i think [i'm not sure] a better, less negative view of people.
man i'm dizzayyyy.
